February 2012
9 posts
“Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t...”
– (via eletheowl)
Sometimes I feel forgotten.
It’s one of those nights, where I often sat alone and end up being depressed.
Maybe it’s part of the deal of being lifeless and sad. I think I have so much inside of me I’ve been hiding and covering so that it wouldn’t emerge on the surface. I think my system is kind of failing right now. It only lasted couple of weeks, it was meant to bring me happiness and forget about...
January 2012
1 post
December 2011
6 posts
Waves of Nothingness.
Just if I knew how to stop and start walking again.. My world is spinning.. and spinning beyond my control. I kept thinking and wondering, if the decisions I made today was the right one. I know well, there isn’t a right or wrong. If mistakes happen, fix it.
I’m not motivated either. Why am I not..? I used to keep going, and going and never knew how to look back. But now, it’s...
Ugly.
kbadar:
Recently, I went shopping with two of my good friends.
I picked out this super duper off-beat looking sweater thing. My friend said “That’s soooo ugly” and I replied “Yeah, but I have a tendency to make ugly things look good”.
Tried it on. Loved it. Bought it. Rockin’ it.
Point is, don’t be afraid to try different things. You might like it. Might not. BUT WHO CARES! Tryings things...
Do.
It’s not what you do, it how you do it. It’s not what you see, its how you look at it. It’s not how your life is, is how you live it. - EOL
I use to try so hard in everything. Now I still do, but I added fun into the equation. So I’ll live aggressively fun, I suppose.
November 2011
17 posts
Toneless heart to life.
Are you as damaged as I am? Buried under scars, pains and most deceiving laughter and smiles of mine.
One year wasn’t disastrous, it was just the boiling point and just waiting to erupt. Distractions was easy, with work and people as the solution. When those went away, it definitely exploded. Everything reflects to its tiniest details, as clear as a mirror.
Now, I’ve built my own...
October 2011
4 posts
September 2011
21 posts
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