Sometimes I feel forgotten.
It’s one of those nights, where I often sat alone and end up being depressed.
Maybe it’s part of the deal of being lifeless and sad. I think I have so much inside of me I’ve been hiding and covering so that it wouldn’t emerge on the surface. I think my system is kind of failing right now. It only lasted couple of weeks, it was meant to bring me happiness and forget about the sadness and try to live a little. Ending with a big smile and a cheery heart.
I wished I saw what my future was, then I’ll try to maybe change a little how I live now. But what is the future? Is the future now? Cause according to Mayan it suppose to end this year. Or is there something else beyond it?
